~Entries~
Tuesday, December 31, 2002 ~Entry.........~
After finally bringing up the courage... I've finally decided to tell the truth. This blog is all fake. Yes that's right fake. If you want to read about the real me, go to Life is but a Dream. This is it... I'm not updating this anymore. I'm changing my FF Insider name to Mizu and I will forever be known as Mizu. Bai Bai.....
~Friday, November 8, 2002~ (Entry 18)
Okay.... what would you say if you found out a friend you thought died a year ago.... wasn't really dead at all.... That's what happened to Kain and me.... just last week..... Steve... I've metioned him before, but incase for you peeps that have just started reading. Steve "died" last year... He is very sick...... I think.... O.o Anyways, he gave Kain some advice that changed his life. If it wasn't for Steve... Kain probably wouldn't be alive today.... That's kinda scary to think about... but it's true..
Anyways, back to the story. Kain and I found out last week that Steve... never died.... It was a real shocker.... Kain was shocked more than me.. He was really affected by Steve's "death". We are just glad he's alive. ^-^ We are more than just glad, we are hysterical! ^-^ We are so happy! We had to celebrate.... unfortunatly... we haven't yet... But we will, Steve, we will. ^-^ This weekend we will! ^-^ lol
Yume became an angel @ 1:48 PM
Wednesday, October 30, 2002 (Entry 16)
OMG, the people in my study hall class are soooo mean! T-T They asked us what movies we(Kain and I) liked and we said "Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, and Anime." Then one of them asked what LOTR was like because they never saw it and some other bastard spoke up and said "Oh it's just this Harrry Potter bull-shit." What the fuck was that?! Kain and I are in the library now away from those bastards. I'm sooo pissed at them right now. I'm going to see if we can get into a diferent class, I mean those guys are just assholes! >_< Grr.... I hate them! >_<
Kain didn't seem to bothered about that though, and that's a good sign. ^-^ I think he is finally getting over his depression. If they said something like that to Kain a year ago, the poor guy would be soooo depressed that... well.. he might have tried to kill himself again. O.O I'm soo scared that he might try to kill himself again, but he insists that he doesn't feel like that anymore. I'm glad, but should I believe him...? WHAT AM I SAYING?!?!?! OF course Kain is telling the truth, he wouldn't do that to me... would he? No of course not..... I hope not... T-T
Yume became an angel at 11:23AM
~Tuesday, October 22, 2002~ (Entry 16)
OMG, it's been a year since my friend Steve died... I'm so depressed, I can't even act happy in front of Kain. T-T Kain is more depressed than me, he was really close to Steve... well at least he thought so. Steve was the very man who told him suicide is not the answer. It's because of Steve that Kain is alive today. I could sit here all day and tell you what a wonderful guy Steve was, but I can't.. I only have 'til my next class. T-T
Steve was very sick(yes a know I've gone through this before but I have ta go! Ah! If you want to know about Steve e-mail me at yumekawaii@yahoo.com kk? Bai Bai!)
Yume became an angel at 10:14 AM
~Monday, October 21, 2002~ (Entry 15)
I'm in the library... again... I wish there was something else I could do besides stay on the computer for two hours. T-T I can't check my e-mail, I can't play games, what else can I do? T-T The library is so complicated! I can't even find out where the fantasy books are! T-T
Anyways, Kain seems to find plenty of things to do in the two hours we're stuck here. -_-;; He seems to be pretty happy to be able to use the computers. He is such a nice guy and I feel so sorry for him because I'm the only friend he's really got. I mean he has online friends, but he never uses his computer to talk to them. I think he's completely given up on forums and such. He doesn't even check his e-mail anymore! -_-;; I wish he would at least go on a forum or something. lol ^-^;;
Yume became an angel at 10:45 AM
~Friday, October 18, 2002~ (Entry 14)
Today we had a Storytelling Festival in CP English. Kain was one of the first people up. ^-^ He told a sroty about Gundam Pilots, I hadn't heard it before so I was excited. I was in his story! ^-^ I was Yume Yuy, Heero Yuy's daughter. lol ^-^ Kain was Shimo Maxwell, Duo Maxwell's son. ^-^ It was sooo cool! ^-^ I told a story about a Princess named Rei(me, lol ^-^) who falls in love with a slave boy. Kain really liked my story. So did my teacher. It was really hard to do it though, cause we had to stand in front of the class, but we made it through. I have ta go ta class now. Bai Bai! ^-^
Yume became an angel at 10:14AM
~Tuesday, October 15, 2002~ (Entry 13)
I got Kingdom Hearts yesterday! ^-^ It's such a cool game, but I'm still stuck in Wonderland! T-T I can't find any evidence for Alice! T-T I was looking through the strategy guide, but it's sooooo hard to figure out! T-T
Right now, Kain and I, are in the school library. We are getting out of Health for awhile because this is the unit on depression. Kain didn't want to sit through that 'cause it bothers him. I mean he's listened to all the talk already, hell he's gone through it too! At least they were nice and let us go to the library... I just hope they get through this unit quick, I don't think I could spend 2 hrs a day working on my Health project.... Of course I'm not working on it now.... but..... that's what I'm supposed to be doing. lol ^-^ Well I'd better get back ta work. Bai Bai! ^-^
Yume became an angel at 10:43AM
~Saturday, October 12, 2002~ (Entry 12)
I changed the layout! It's Van and Hitomi from Vision of Escaflowne! Isn't so pretty! ^-^ I love this pic of them. I have another pic that I like better than this one, but I couldn't find a layout using that pic. T-T Oh well, I like this one anyway! ^-^
Well, nothing new has really happened to me... It's kinda weird. I wish something good would happen... Nothing bad of course, but something.... Well... I guess I shouldn't nothing's happened. I finally got on to make an entry for once. lol ^-^
I downloaded the first two episodes of Chobits and I loved them!! ^-^ It's my new favorite Anime! ^-^ It's sooooo funny! ^-^ I love the Manga, to. ^-^ I can't wait to see Angelic Layer. I'm gonna go see if I can download them now. ^-^
Yume became an angel at 5:30PM
